God restores
Yesterday, a conversation between a good friend and I revealed something that was still hiding under the cracks, and that was the fact that I have not forgiven myself. This was very jarring since I was already a professing Christian at that time, but there are still instances where I would close myself off to others, push them away or start comparing them to the people of the past. As I was reading an article, I had realized something and that was the fact that God orchestrated everything in my work life to happen as a way of rebuilding me. Back then, I had difficulty interacting with people of various backgrounds and it showed in college and in my first 2 years in work. Now, all the stuff that happened back then humbled me and led me to God through Ms. Rina's Bible study sessions. Soon, I had realized that God was transforming me, but I didn't really notice it as I was just enjoying what has happening. Even if there were times where I still felt shameful, unworthy and disgusti...