Hope, Faith and something
Honestly. I had been struggling with my past for the last few months as a string of incidents have brought out the realization that I was still being haunted by my past and it was affecting not only my faith, but my relationships and health as well. This is also the reason why I started to go on a journey of healing, and I admit that it has not been easy as well-since I am still beating myself up when I slip back to old or undesirable habits. And sometimes, I am tempted to put up the glass bubble once again*, since I feel that I have to change and become perfect and mature to be accepted. (think caterpillars getting into cocoons and emerging as butterflies) But that's not what God wanted for me, He showed His faithfulness to me when I needed it. God helped me out through so many ways, like that one time that we were out-of-town-He helped me control my excitement and at the same time, I did enjoy the event without the need for me to distance myself from the others. As I was wr...